I'm restless.
I don't know where I'm going...and even if I did, I'm not sure I'd know how to get there.
I'm antsy.
I want what I want and dammit I want it now.
I'm impatient.
I want to know how my fairy tale ends...hell...I just want to know if I HAVE a fairy tale.
I'm scared.
I'm not sure I know how to date...how to fall in love...how to open up again, and I'm not sure I want to.
I'm tired.
I'm tired of reluctantly getting my hopes up just to have them come crashing down in a burning heap at my feet.
I'm unhappy.
Well, only slightly...but I don't know how to fix it.
I'm feeling so many emotions and I have no idea what to do with them. I don't know which ones are ones I can fix and which ones I just have to deal with and get through.
I'm lost.
You know how some people say "my life is a circus?" Yeah...my life isn't a circus...I'M a circus...and some people really love the circus and want a season pass...some people only wanna see the circus once a year...and some are afraid of clowns...which are you?
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